Who knows what could have happened
probably absolutely nothing
let’s be honest.
but still…
- Get some cheap dishes and break them when you get upset.
- Learn how to say “NO” and don’t feel guilty about it
- Buy something frivolous for yourself once in awhile, like a new hat.
- Never again do anything you don’t want to do.
(Source: crystalground)
For the past couple weeks or so, all I have felt is empty, lost, alone. I seem inadequate to those I am close to, unimportant to everyone I meet, forgotten to those I know. My hearts feels as though it’s breaking little by little every day and I don’t know why. And I don’t know how to stop it.
I need someone to save me.
And I guess that need is why I hate myself so much.
…..maybe a lot a bit
yes
definitely a lot
Always understood this. Never experienced this.
Until now.
maybe that’s why I thrive on violence and putdowns.
I meet man.
Man and I flirt.
Man wants to hangout out.
I put off seeing him.
Man gives up.
I get sad.
(Source: yourmusicmylife)
I don’t long to be wanted. I long to be needed.
There’s a world of difference between the two.

